Back at work... ugh. I soooo wanna sleep right now. LOL, Friday I got caught slacking off. Ooops.... Oh well, only 10 more working days left ::jumps for joy::
Anyways, what's on the go? I went to the folk festival Friday night... It was baaad. Well, the singers were anyways. We left before Jenny Gear, LOL. I have to pack up meoffice soon. Yip, I'm moving. To a place where I'm not in a giant fish bowl with two huge windows facing the main office.
I'm really sad... I just think that life is all downhill from here. Waking up too early every morning, going to university and hating it, then going to work and hating it. In a lot of ways, I really, really don't want to go to MUN. I'm sick of horrid "educational" institutions that define your worth as a number. So what if I get a 58 instead of a 98? Dies that actually lessen who I am? Of course not, yet in the eyes of these places it does. It's ridiculous. That's why I loved last summer in Quebec, I wasn't the top of the class, or even anywhere near it, and it felt pretty damn good to just slack off. I had an exam one day, so what did I do the night before? Went downtown and partied, of course. I just... average is good. It's comfortable. No one expects too much out of you. I'm sick of people and their stupid expectations. Everyone seems to know what I should do, except me of course. And considering that, all in all, I'm pretty talentless, there's not a lot for me to do, except go to MUN and screw around, then go to work. I'm sick of this rut, I wanna do more- travel, experience different cultures, go to Africa, volunteer in Belize, but no, I'll be stuck here. Argh!
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"Logic is overrated"- Gothika
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